Someday

Remember when we used to believe?
We will be childishly hopeful and blind...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uL01PTawNwM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Recording

Wow that was the longest day ever in the recording studio! We pounded out 11 songs in 10 hours. Not bad. I sang lead on about 9 of them so I'm a little hoarse. The last high song I was cracking so bad we had to do lots of retakes. It is amazing tho how you can redo just a word or two if you get it mostly right. I sang a base track for the guitars and accidentally skipped a verse and didn't realize till we put instruments away and were jus doing the vocals. Oops. Good thing for copy pasting the instrument track. I almost got fired there :p
I'm glad we're done. We whizz through things kinda fast I'm afraid. It's just our style.

Night

Evening is always so beautiful to me. I love watching the moon and stars come out. My dream someday is to watch the bewitching light show known as the northern lights.
Why is it then that nights are so hard to go through? It's like all the problems of the day seem larger and the deep longings of your heart come out. Dreams are supposed to be your innermost thoughts and your brain trying to make sense of all the disconnected things we do everyday. But it all seems so real in the dark. Fears haunt, dreams lerk, reality laughs.

Love my job

I always felt like a part time cowgirl. Like that's possible. It makes as much sense as a part time human or part time female or part time christian. Ok the last one is understandable. But being able to train in the winter makes me feel legit. I actually do know what I'm doing, so much so I do it year round.

I always dreamed of being a great horse trainer. Not having lots of fame or becoming a household name but just being able to make a living playing with horses all day. I have an amazing breeder I'm working for who is the best client. He figured out my methods by just watching me ride. He appreciates all the time I spend on his horses. He will ride them the way I do once they get home which is so valuable to the horses education and will make them worth more. He's got a little start on the colts once I get them but they're not spoiled brats.

Walk out to this in the morning and just try to not love life.